Chosen

Sunday, March 31st 

3:56PM

There's this amazing feeling when someone chooses you...at least that's what they say. 

I actually don't have a first hand experience on being chosen. Well, just a few instances, but not for the things I wanted. I bet it feels absolutely amazing, beyond wonderful.

With all the uncertainties I dealt with people I've been with, it just made me realize something, I want to be someone's first choice. I know it shows a lot of issues on my end, but this is how I address what I want to improve in my life. You see, now I don't tolerate people who treat me as an option, I don't deserve that. I won't even wait for someone who chooses everyone else before me.

I guess this is a part of me dealing with my past and embracing my future. I want to change things in my life I never thought I would. But I want things to get better for me, avoid heartaches (although it's unavoidable), and not to settle because I know that great things are in store for me. 

I want that amazing feeling people get when they get chosen. I want to be someone's first choice. Only choice. 

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